Aroma release in the city streets, I was hungry struggle, dragged his exhausted stumble around.
Floating in the coastal city of Qingdao to two months, until the carrot wallet dry like dehydration, before reminding us of scenes know what Huangbuzelu, hungry. I can not put your word like a poem, as appropriate, properly placed, had to paste in a random obscure location – in a metal parts factory made a storekeeper. Sometimes called the custodian’s role as a loading and unloading work, overtime is commonplace. A home run out of money, spent four years time come before the cvfhsgdd
red “mark”, because in the private colleges, “Notes of the book”, there is no dream can I ferry to the location of white-collar ladies. But I know, I just scratch myself here.
Finally in a marked “two dollars ravioli” to sit down before the stalls, cheap affordable it fast so I phases. Treat me is a gentle man: “just work, right? Must be tired, like to eat the ravioli filling,”
I did not think there will be a snack shop clean, refined man, friendly people get suspicious of a loving home to see Big Brother. Please give me the bowl, I said. Directed at the back room he shouted: Mom to a bowl of leek filling.
I’m so hungry, like a clean sweep at one go, the decoction did not let go, then, Qi Shenzhao ran home. That is called “home” where I rented a piece of habitat, isolated dark and damp. When I want to open the door when they found my bag in the snack stalls even forgotten. I suffered a scare, there are bag factory advance of 500 dollars to my salary and I spent several nights to write the manuscript.
Has begun to rain outside, I sprinted to the front stalls ran. Also see afar off the lighted cabin, I took a deep long breath.
The face of my inquiries, snack shop man said, what, bag, no, I did not see. How could it, I am anxious, and obviously forgotten in the big brother here, and you gave me.
He flushed, did not see it must be somebody else coming and going here, pilfering away. Despair and tears come to, but I still have not resigned, brother, money and mobile phones I can not, but the door Give me the keys, so I have a home for the night, I begged him with a hard cavity.
His mother came out and said they would not dry Mei Liangxin mother thing, I believe their innocence.
I burst into tears in the rain, I do not know where to go, lonely helpless panic as clouds of rain wrapped me up. Think of a thousand miles away worried about my parents, think of bleak prospects, I can not help on the V in the tree burst into tears.
Suddenly the rain stopped, Meng looked up and saw him holding the umbrella in front of me. If you do not mind, will tonight, and my mother one night, tomorrow I will find someone to help you open the door, and, I can lend you the money.
Cold heart by his words suddenly hot, with gentle waves surging in my heart sections. He told me that he named Shen Shaoyang, I thought meditation twice, remember this name.
At dawn, I had another 500 yuan, of course, borrowed Shen Shaoyang. He said half-seriously half-joke, is to have the interest to borrow money, that is 200 dollars in our house to eat ravioli. In turn to leave the room the moment, I suddenly askedcvfhsgdd
him: afraid I took the money, like water evaporated it? Afraid, but still would like to take, or conscience. By others would be less for some of you, I believe, you are not the kind of person. Journal of Shaoyang faint smile. My heart was touched by his words, and my heart finds the world a rare good man he is.
Out of gratitude and reward, I am often in the evening with a unit of workers to patronize the stalls Shen Shaoyang. I eat a bowl of each, he solemnly drawing on the whiteboard “is” word. God, he really ah, eat 100 bowls, not bored out to eat. I said, so I have money, but also you some counted more than interest, written off Well, why should this trouble. How can he shaken like a rattle, a little to eat 100 bowls of ravioli is not vague. My feet Yiduo, so a sink Shaoyang, count you vicious.
Eating eating, it becomes a wonton taste, like an addiction, some evening and do not eat, they feel uncomfortable. I think I was poisoned, Shen Shao Yang is it harmful opium. My eyes began to linger in the Chen Shaoyang him: his voice, his smile, his figure, have become the bowl of spices, his generosity, his gentle, his kindness is moist and delicious ravioli filling, I eat mesmerizing, from the mouth to the heart are the flavor. I know, I love this man selling wonton.
And he seemed to love the insulator, sent from my eyes the strong electromagnetic waves, can not lead to induction from power. To him, I always was his customer, a well-deserved cheer customers. I hated that helpless with, loss of feeling in each fills the night, I’ll put full of thoughts written down, looking forward to the day with my name in the printed article, so that he carefully read my heart.
That afternoon, after work, there is a car transporting the goods to the factory, and so has unloaded more than nine o’clock. Out of the factory gate, and I hesitated to go to the sink to fill his stomach Shaoyang, rather abruptly, to see that familiar figure in the rush to catch Wangzhe Er, I was overjoyed. Journal of Shaoyang, I shouted, ran. It turned out he care about me.
Come to meet me, do not trust me, right, I’m proud smile, a kind of happiness was worried about my instant intoxicated.
Smug, I dragged you to go back and eat the bowl of ravioli, I’ve set aside, and you do not, I will be losing money for. I am disappointed to for this.
Why can? His secretive smile. An attack on a cool mind, heart bitterly, you … … tell you, that I’m bored of ravioli, no longer want to eat.
I turned to the home run. I do not know that he is deliberately not understand or do not understand style style. Catch up to him, stopped me, today you must tell me, every night you have to do the cafe, I went to Internet cafes just to find you, then go to the factory to find. Hurrah! I cried, you watch me? Follow me?
Where I have, ah, every night you leave the stalls on the straight bar, I looked up to see, and the time you leave the cafe late. Is a fit of anger, I told him I bother to Internet cafes to play the secret contributors to the newspaper article. Yes, I went to Internet cafes, play games, chat, how, what I’m your man, none of your business?
He looked at me stared a long while, as if never knew me, and then ringing: I never thought that you actually do not know of such a compassionate parents, girl, ruin hard-earned money, yes, I have no right to accuse you, but You owe me money, I always responsible for yourself, right? !
Go figure looked at him angrily, and I angrily yelled out: Shen Shao Yang! You are not things, tomorrow, I will pay you to borrow money!
Money, money, my Achilles heel. I kept thinking, I suddenly have a lot a lot of money, a friend sent, as well as writing articles earn royalties, a full thousand pieces, I am dashing to the front of 500 cast Chen Shaoyang, and then fell out of 500, he immediately brought me to to 100 bowls of wonton also his interest, finally, I post again handed his eyes and said, what is your great, at best, there is a run-down of the local small business accounts , whatever the outcome I received four years of higher education. So I watched transfixed, he smiled happily, has been laughing themselves awake, to know a dream.
Up in the morning will feel top-heavy, insisted on the classes, to the afternoon a long while, diarrhea, abdominal pain I no longer hold on, next to the female colleagues Liushenwuzhu panic, I still think Shen Shaoyang, so that his female colleagues call phone.
He came quickly, suits and ties, more handsome Hidetake, which I know he did not see the appearance of more than two months. Without any explanation, he was escorted to the hospital I’m going to play, and I half-by in his arms, happy to dilute the pain. I begged him to take me to a small clinic, or even go to the hospital, I will run out. I know that the hospital charges far my working girl can endure, she says. He fail to beat me, and I settled in a clinic, they have to go out, tell me some food. I blushed and said, leave your cell phone I use.
I wanted to give my best students to make a phone call, send her some money to an emergency, I can not reuse without self-esteem to his money. Have not had time to play, the phone was the first sounded, hesitated for a while, I still connected, and is the voice of a woman meet, and soon your turn to speak, where is it? President angry!
Meeting, now you’re wrong, I said, this is the phone Shen Shaoyang. I’m looking for is Shen Shao Yang, who you are, how will hold his cell phone, telephone side of the people asked.
I do not know how to answer her, and hastily hung up the phone. Terribly upset, ear has always roaring with the voice of the woman to meet, speak, principals, Shen Shao Yang was originally a teacher, the woman anxious look, and his people?
When he came back, I suddenly asked him, tell you to go back to meet it, that woman is your girlfriend? He was nervous: Oh, no, look back on you. Having disappeared from the Chamber.
Out from the clinic, the shining sun hangs in the sky, so far away from me, you need to look up to see, I understand that the sun does not belong to me, that belongs to the woman to call him. So think about it, my so-called soft spot and deliberately indifferent to his, seem to have the answer his heart already belongs.
Empty leaves begin to die, with a light on my feet crushing sound. I naturally can not go to the stalls, but also take a detour home from work, such as to escape, I randomly dormant in Internet cafes, the text of my dream incubation. However, dodge, and we met. He and other door in my home, late at night when I came back from the cafe.
Why Bierbuxian? Between that cold in my little house, and his words are moist low.
Lone Wild Goose outside the window came the wail of desolation, my heart shook, low self-esteem so that I can not say why.
Know? I’ve been looking for you to shut the shop at night, I searched around the Internet cafes. He stopped and stared staring directly at me, you lost, too many haggard.
Suddenly, my heart a chord was the most flexible heavy Cheleyixia, suffering and can no longer suppress the tears well up soon, the splinters fall, drop to the ground in the paper, through the tears blurred my eyes, I found it was Last night, I read, “Shen Shaoyang, I love you” a piece of paper. Confusion, I want to cover your feet stepped on it the words, but still a step late, Shen has been bending over to pick it up Shaoyang. He Dai Li a long while, suddenly grabbed my hand, silly girl, in fact, I’ve always liked you, silently in love with you, do not you feel that?
Sudden excitement is driving me down, and after a moment of ecstasy, the heart and rise to doubts and you also love another girl, why did not dare to face my feelings? You always care for me is a no local account of foreign migrant women, is not it?
He suddenly did not speak, drags me out to run. Deserted late at night, we tugging back and forth of the body image a pair of runaway couples. Came to his shop behind the makeshift hut, he pointed to the bed of an old man, this is my father, he has been sleeping a vegetative state for two years, every day I have to stand up for my father, feeding, massage, and perhaps the father never wake up. Have you seen my mother, she had severe heart disease and rheumatoid every day rely on drugs to maintain. He also pointed to the old shop said, I’m just a teacher, father and mother in order to buy medicine, meager wages that point was not enough, had to rely on his spare time runs the snack shop, earn a modest profit. I could not even buy a house down payment money and no money, perhaps a lifetime to live here.
He stopped and looked at me and loudly asked, you said, I dare to love? I love people, I can give her? Love me, they had come to lightly, and sighed away, who could accept my background. He took a deep long stretch, that rainy night, you came, and slowly presence to my heart. I played with his bet: If you could eat 100 bowls of ravioli here, not tired, that you really love me, I will express my true feelings for you.
Now, you know, standing in front of you, Shen Shaocvfhsgdd
Yang, destined to a life of ease can not give you, you will love him and his background and do you still continue to eat 100 bowls of his ravioli until it?
I even thought, called out: No! I see Shen Shao Yang closed his eyes in pain, I laughed, I want a lifetime.
A big warm hands pulled me blasted to have a familiar atmosphere arms, I have a suffocating feeling. He whispered in the ear comfort comes, promise me, do not go to Internet cafes to play games right?
I’m almost to tears, this time I took him and ran to the cvfhsgdd
nearest Internet cafe, I quickly opened my mailbox, Shen Shao Yang said, look, this is my life game. Have my outbox sent – to the twenty papers the manuscript, including the inbox there are three editor told I had a final response.